Insanity

Thu, 19 Jul 2007 23:35:08 +0200

Well, another day another story to tell. I am beyond tired. Two days in a row I had to wake up early to take Alick down to the Brampton Court House. Two sleepless nights. I am totally stressing about this whole jail thing! I feel like it's a never ending battle. I just wish he would get this all over with! I am thinking about moving into my own place. However, I have to apply for welfare to do so. Is that wrong? What are people going to think about it? Oh well, to hell with them all! I can't take living at home any more! Oh, and I want to have a child. A baby boy named Arthur. (After Alick's grandfather "Art".) I know that I am not ready yet to have a child, but I want to so bad! When I have been living in my own place with Alick for a little while, and we have a steady income of money, and we know that we can handle the "up's and DOWN's" of parenthood, then I want my baby boy! Latley Alick has not been condisering my feelings and has had little to no respect for me and my rules. He really needs to start thinking things through! But hey, I love him for him! Impulssive and gentle, and everything else that he is! I suppose that's all for now. Type to you soon!

~Ashley~
<3
xoxo

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A Lover's Trials

Wed, 18 Jul 2007 00:48:52 +0200

Man, sometimes I wanna kill you!
But I love you too much to even try!
I wanna tell you to fuck off,
But without you I would die!

One look and I melt,
Like butter in a fire.
One kiss is enough,
To subside my desire.

Every hug is full of love,
Every word shows that you care.
Even when you're not around me,
I can always feel you there.

Love you PUMPKIN <3
~Ashley~
xoxo

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